This has been a tough week for me so far. Why? I don't know exactly. I have felt run down every day, and I don't like my attitude. I have so many things to be happy about and grateful for, and I can't muster a smile sometimes. I don't know if my body is still adjusting to the healthier eating thing? Or maybe it's because I haven't exercised at all. I have still been counting my points and doing my WW online stuff...thank god. It isn't out of control in that aspect. Maybe it's because Ryker doesn't really sit still anymore? He is into EVERYTHING! Maybe it's because the weather's been so dreary? Or because I feel like I have been sleeping poorly some nights? Having no energy sucks. I can't exactly put my finger on it, but I really need to get a grip. It's pathetic.
I have friends going through really tough times right now, and I have no reason to be acting the way I have been. I have a superb husband, an awesome baby, a wonderful family, great friends, and good health. I am also lucky enough to stay home with Ryker (without crazy sacrificing), and most days I have time to do a little something for myself if I so choose. I also live in a nice house and have lots of nice things. With all that being said, I am going to stop this mood right here...right now. DONE.
I don't know if anyone will read this blog or comment on it, but I already feel better after writing this stuff out. It feels good to let your feelings out in writing sometimes even if no one else cares about it. I will continue to pray for those who are dealing with challenges at the present time. I can't understand what you are going through, but I can say I am here for you. That's the most I can do right now. Please let me know if I can do anything for any of you. <3
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